And just when I decide that dying is the best option, my friends will remind me what it feels to be alive. Dinner out, followed by games on the Wii upon trooping back to my house. Most fun I’ve had in weeks. Or even months? Rounds of Wii Sports, Mario Kart and Super Mario had us in fits of laughter.
So is it worth it? Days upon days of gloominess, punctuated by those rare moments of happiness?
As I’m left again to my own devices, the silence is all the more deafening, as I ponder what I’ve been missing out on.