I feel pretty crappy.
And I have an assignment due tomorrow.
I’m in no mood to do it.
I knew I shoulda done it yesterday when going to the psychiatrist appointment hasn’t screwed with me.]
I’m so annoyed at all the adults in my life now.
And still so confused. On one hand I have the psychiatrist who knows about the SH and ED and the OD who’s again pushing for me to try medication.
On the other hand I have my parents who are like, ‘You might need to be on them for long term if you start, you might become dependant on them, Uncle __ who takes medication, his mind has become so blank and blurry.’ Aren’t anti-depressants NOT meant to do that to you and have the opposite effect? I mean, if he was on anti-psychotics, yeah, but anti-depressants making you zombie like? Is that meant to happen at all? Or am I wrong?
Shit I have to do this assigment. Really not in the mood.